Broken Memories

.

2009-09-26T19:54:00.002+08:00

argh...my head is spinning like hell man....went to th hospital on thursday and was instructed to rest and not to overwork myself== now under supervision to ensure that I don't faint or anything... have been practicing my dizi,heehee cause I scared xie laoshi kill me, but heng friday he never:B cause i got practice ma! i cannot play high notes I myself go push wall lei. had private lessons with him today so went to his house, I scared till I dragged chris along so today she don't need teach readyxD not my fault lor...cause she go tell me say everyone who goes for private lesson sure leave crying but heng lei...today mine quite slack cause my first lesson. he gimme 3 songs to practice and 2 songs to memorisex-X gg le lor. then just now he told me must continue the legacy all that then must work hard and I'm like the 4th generationo.O so now I'm his young padawan/minion.haha funny but I damn scared of him so I'm gonna drag someone down every week and next week it'll be chloe! and chris say he man teng wo but even so, I'M STILL SCARED!. haha thanks Jon for th compliment:) he asked me to keep smiling cause he noticed that when I smile I look very sweet, then I told him that people will think I'm nuts if I keep smiling but I'll only keep smiling if I get the past back though...I'm stupid cause I fell deeply in love and now I'm drowning... leave me there to die la, zao si zao hao...i'm ready halfway there anyways...hmmm not sure if I'll be able to go to school on Monday, I'm sick again man....exams coming soon=( i have a bad feeling I'm gonna fail man.. I MUST PASS MY LANGUAGES!!!! gosh I'm so bored nowadays...all of of th HONGSTER... she still owes me 51 slaps+kneel down... but she scared of me till try run far far but she like very suay lei, she run away from me she still run into ecstacy and she kana beaten up again, GJGJ! i gonna see how long she can drag this till though see what happen lor, I never go track her down good liao lor

.

2009-09-24T15:41:00.002+08:00

haiz back to post... been busy lately and bo mood to post cause I've been feeling really depressed and tired lately... he finally smsed me ytd then at night it turned out to be more like an arguement, he said that ever since he came out he has no feelings for anyone anymore and he doesn't wanna see me get hurt anymore? he confuses me man...so does he care or not care? even if i want him back it depends on him what...weird still ask me that.. and on another hand i'm like getting trapped in th middle of a tug of war game..I'M NOT A TOY MAN! I CHOOSE WHO I WANNA CHOOSE! but th answer is kinda obvious who I'll choose so give up your hopes man! zzz this year has been th worst year of my life! and its th first year I even emo-ed and loved a guy... cause well, in th pass I didn't really care bout th others i broke up with cause there wasn't a feeling in th first place. and somemore bad time of th year to get depressed, exams are in 14 days! and I'm gonna die with phy,bio,poa,ss,geog especially poa and physics, those 2 subjects are totally a question mark to me man....ok got to go bathe soon cause I'm going down to th cc again later to study and to practice my dizi... tatas

.

2009-09-20T15:20:00.002+08:00

heh heh prawning was fun yesterday! caught more than 100 prawns liddat man! and after that we bbqed the prawns and ate them alll!!!!!!!!muahahaha they were damn good=P gonna go prawning again on monday! but this time I'm getting my own rod. currently waiting for 3.30 cause I needa give jon a wake up call which i would most likely forget to=X got to wait at home till they come to take th instruments from my house..amazingly a piano,drumset and bmi can fit into my dining room and we were worried ytd that it wouldn't be able to. reached home bout 3am plus after prawning and cycling here and there, gonna try to cycle to other places like geylang,east coast and all next time. night cycling is quite an adventure=)

me and jon are gonna try to come up with a plan to help andy quit smoking! cause he's ready damn sick and he's overworking himself...ytd still moved th equipment and instruments up to my house after his concert, he should rest more! inot monday how to ask him go prawning?! and I just noticed that my mom doesn't mind guys coming to my house if they belong to the co? i was suprised she asked jon to come up ytd man...

oh wells maybe i'll post later..

.

2009-09-19T12:35:00.002+08:00

okies I'm back to post cause I noticed that I haven't posted for almost a week and since its private, its dead! so here to ressurrect it. Ok so have been busy th past few days cause have been spending most of my time with my CO people:) I'm currently balancing 2 jobs which is being chris's assistant and th sl of guan yue, tough but I'm sure it'll help me get back on track and give me a bright future. I'm trying to work hard in practicing my dizi cause th grade 3 exam is coming up and th thing is I have to memorise th song or I'll be banned from all th exams! argh...tough...so my teacher is currently drilling me to practice and play up to his standard to I must work hard! inot later he angry again=X gonna start private lessons with him soon I think? and heng he forgot that I called him old inot I'll die die die cause he'll disiao me like crazy.oh wells if he remembers,I'll improvise! hmmm i still miss kira :( oh wells god knows where he is, mia for hell long...pro. I'm trying to look happier so i'm spending time with others instead of emoing cause emoing is bad for health!can't deny th fact that I loved him so what to do, keep loving himxD its gonna get a little awkawrd in co now cause yea some people ahem to me so I'm just gonna act blur like i always do and pretend nothing happened:B its better that way cause I stick to chris like how an assistant should:) hope andy gets well soon, he gets really cranky when he's sick and its a hard attack to us cause we're his students especially when I'm under him x_X.

ok enough of talk! yeh gonna go prawning later with th exco members! I'm a first timer so I'm obviously excited, and I heard the prawns are huge oh, then later can bbq them! too bad my mom not going inot she'll bring a frying pan to saute the prawnsxD but thats 4 hours away so I still have like 4 hours to slack around. I'm maybe gonna get a raise in allowance thanks to my bro and uncle who told my mom she isn't giving me enough money cause one meal in school can cost me bout 3 plus not inclusive of drinks so maybe I'll ask my mom for 58 bucks but I'm sure she'll be reluctant. but at least if liddat I got enough money to save also ma...

zzz

2009-09-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

gosh I'm tired and high at th same time... slept at 8pm+ ytd but I woke up at 7am today cause I had to down to th CC to help out with th openhouse. Went there, th other exco members asked me whats th matter with me and jackets but it was cold for me then I wear what...ok so after that went down to th basement cause thats where our HQ was then went down had to change into a nhco tshirt then chris came and asked me to be th mc to rara th crowd but everything was so last min then I was so damn nervous la so me and clarence went around saying stuff about th various clubs bla bla bla then talked bout th passion card and interviewed the different associations then saw someone familiar so went up to her and I said "you look like one of th staff from my school" then she asked what school I was in and all then said she was mdm Fatimah from th office,suprising... ok then ok did more mc talk then after that chris asked me to be th mc for th afternoon?! wow I got a part time job lo.. ok but this time is a formal event in th hall and th guest of honour is th Minister of Defence, I dunno why I keep meeting him in my life sia...ok then so mced for th entire day in th end which includes th lucky draw and all then after that shook hands and took pic with the minister then I say bye bye to him. scary sia he keep staring at me when I was on and off stage then I very scared I say something wrong... but heng never. then after that went back down to HQ to change out and slack slack while director went in to sleep then when chris was asleep we tou tou play cards. then halfway I went up to use my phone cause basement no signal so can't use there. then I had a sudden craving for mcflurry so went to buy then went back down, not long director came up with hair all messy and he was holding a big teddy bear then he say he want my ice cream..haha cute..then after that he also join in th card game. then halfway i sleepy so my turn to go sleep but couldn't sleep so lie down cover blanket and played with my handphone then after that everyone came in to try to wake me up then toopid director go disturb me with teddybear so I sit up he sit down== disiao me only... then he say go eat dinner so I say where then he say jap restaurant upstairs i was like "WHAT?!" then chris say nvms I pay for you.. so had jap buffet with them then andy(director) ate hell lot, his personality everything exactly like my bro then he disiao chris say jess is a good catch and all then say she and him should ahem then chris go tell me andy is also a good catch should ahem then I say eee he's too old for mexD he's bout 20 plus? and I'm only 15 and pls la, he's my shifu also lei I not so siao and again, I don't forget ppl that fast! he's still in my heart:B and always will be there. kk then andy's band came so he ran down to HQ to practice while me and others continued eating then chris was sleepy so she also went down to sleep so I continued with mervyn and jonathan then we gossiped and ate and talked then after like maybe 2 hours we went back downstairs to slack and watch them. woah saw th designs of our uniform..abit too rock liao la and jap like. the girls uniform got gold jacket?! and somemore andy designed them..ok then bout 10 plus went upstairs cause their prac finished then so their band went up to smoke while we went up to discuss bout th bbq then chris asked me to join YEC so I was like aye anything la. then after such a long discussion, then decided to have a further discussion then after that on th way back jon lompang chris home while mervyn walked me home cause anyway shunlu ma so till my block there then I say bye bye to him lor...thanks for sending me back aye. got school tmrTT diediedie I never do homework yet and exams coming up!!!ahhhh!!! oh wells till next time ba...tatas

T_T

2009-09-12T19:32:00.003+08:00

zz I keep having th same repeated nightmare over and over again although it has ready been made reality..really hate it... it makes my eyes all swollen and puffy when i wake up..I can't seem to forget bout th past and more hatred seems to arouse. i can't let go of th matter cause its really serious and it really had a great impact on my life, everything is starting to crash down and I'm really tired of it all. it seems girls in my life are always waiting for someone but somehow th guy always doubt and take us for granted..most likely i think guys should have more trust in us man...we shatter easily cause when we wait, it proves that we aren't hongsters and we're serious..it affects our mood too when you all don't give a damn==
enough bout that...I'm ready dying anyway

woke up damn early today to go to school so that I could rehearse for th section competition. gwenda didn't come >=( and I had to take over her roles which is singing,acting and playing some scores!@#$ but nah it was quite ok, managed to practice with th given few minutes. alls well ends well. then after that, moved everything back to th band room, then started stuffing my face with the leftover catered food cause I fell in love with th chilli. after band went with shir to blk 171 18th floor. she lemme try black menthol, and I'm in love with it! its nice..and changed my mind bout strawberry ones, no taste and no nice... still menthol is th best! then after that met xchoco and jl at 99c then didn't have to rush off for church cause I found out that today don't have x_X happy,NOT! bo mood ma....then jl left so me and xchoco slack slack awhile then went to find hendrick at blk256 and waited for alan and co.(btw thx for helping me get th strawberry ones alan=) ) then went fishing. today darn hot.. but today got live worms lei! BUT not many big fishes...left bout 4plus to 5 then bused with xchoco to inter. both of us emo kias...today i bo lui so xchoco had to help me pay first, tytys sis! then we went to th library where I used the comp and she looked for books to borrow. after doing so, went to buy my favourite menthol ice cream! eh I advertise on news before lei, don't pray prayxD

tmr have to wake up damn early again to help with th CO openhouse and I heard that exco members have to perform?! I haven't even perfected my pitching how to perform?! and th director, also known as xie lao shi made it compulsory to take th grade 3 exam next month.. so fastTT
gonna go malaysia tmr also, I've noticed that everytime my family wants me to chill, they bring me overseas...weird.. too bad I can't get black menthol cause mom and uncle around=( but i wanna try shop for studs. I'm attracted to th colourful round ones! gosh I'm a weirdo..I'm currently not attracted to guys but to objects... i think if he doesn't wanna accept then I'll work towards my nunny life! hallelujah! christ have mercy! dona nobis pacem!

ok back to square one...aiyo guys ah guys... tsk tsk tsk, only make us angry,sad and worried...disappointment but yet we still dumb dumb yuan yi deng.. what to do, blame ourselves for being a dumb dumb lors...I've still got th msges from th past man and looking through them makes me feel/think bout th past. we girls have good memory when it comes to this kind of things so we naturally feel like dying cause we feel so...betrayed..yea thats th word... guys can move on fast but girls can't when we're serious man....thats why girls can cry and guys can't cause nan ren liu xue bu liu lei.. this is suppose to say th guys should be stronger but never think bout th girls ah?

I'm so broke now and my account is below balance so I'm just gonna deposit all my allowance into it cause anyway i don't have much of an appetite anymore so I can just live on my health bars... I need more panadols!!! they're hell running out...and I need more vitamins too or I think I'll collaspe anytime soon.

i wanna die!!

2009-09-12T00:23:00.003+08:00

overslept todayx_X so in th end uncle fetched me to school. poa lesson today was not as bad cause it was in an airconditioned room and somemore I had a leg rest so sit ready very comfy. damn tired today and emo-ish... I can't help but miss him...shit happens when you fall too deeply in love with someone man...this is the dumbness thing I've ever done in my life and its one of my greatest nightmares... went down jcube played l4d with kaori and then went to plaza sing to shop awhile then I went off for my chinese orc while kaori went to look for pau and co. lots of stuff ran through my mind while I was standing in th train, even I'm tired of just thinking about it but I can't help it... thats one reason why I seriously need a brainwashing treatment, someone to gimme a concushion so maybe i'll lose my memory or someone to just kill me man!

CO was quite ok, tiring though...got to stand throughout and blow, I blow till all th condensation come out sia...ok then my director saw my hand then say " stop cutting yourself or letting others cut you!" then i try argue with himxD then today i like very distracted liddat teacher talk all that I also blur then just now he suddenly use his hand to push my head towards him I shock dao sia.. I seriously got to sort out th fingers man...there's supposed to be a performance by us on sunday but I can't play! i have no idea how they're going to train me...

I hell load regret getting so close with hiriko amd kira man....... not my fault also kana drp middle.... oh wells post tmr..dozing of now

..

2009-09-10T23:57:00.009+08:00

ZzZz I'm back to post after a long day out....

woke up at 6am plus cause of the toopid alarm clock which is supposed to wake my mom up but in th end she never off so I got to off it... so bobian woke up and went online then chat with steph.. then in th end decided not to swim today cause of her pedicure... ok so left th house at 11 plus cause i took 20mins just to find my toopid keys... then reached steph's house at 12 plus.
then went to tpy to meet her sis and then went to kfc to meet kaori and to have our lunch. after doing so , went to tpy entertainment centre to play basketball and parapara! hehheh found new way to play parapara, tired, just sit down and swing arms. kk so after that went to meet steph's "student" who always forget to bring out his balls at 172a then slacked for awhile ready me and kaori went to meet hendrick and th others at some canal near st andrews to watch them fish. quite fun neh, but then go there kaori kana bully like siao, mostly by eugene and th fishesxD too bad I bo mood to be scared of that so put th fish infront of my face no use lei...and somemore I hold fish dunno how many times lo except this one will move la but still fish so don't care. then th way they fish very fascinating so I wanna learnxD but so far I only know how to hook th worm=X I picked a bad day to wear heels, if I knew I would have worn my sandals lo.... then after fishing, played truth or dare till 9pm plus then went home. got some pics oh....

and hell yea I still miss kira that lazy pig!

..

2009-09-09T10:41:00.002+08:00

zzz mom and her dumb accusations and assumtions..i bet next thing she's gonna do is call the school up and th io up and dunno how many people up to make them talk to me cause she wants me to say whats troubling me... if she bloody hell forces me to talk again I don't care I'm gonna stay with my father... he's coming back on th 15th anyway.. I don't know what is with her man... always jump to conclusions getting paranoid..yesterday still say my bro want to take a knife to kill her...maybe thats cause she's so bloody irritating! can't stand her... i bet she went through my stuff this morning then still say why am I carrying cigerettes around just cause there was a lighter in my bag.. there isn't even a single cig in there please la.. just shouted at her on th phone..she always make me shout at her then she keep quiet then she say I got bad attitude but you don't see me doing that to others? why? cause they aren't as irritating and paranoid.. then she keep asking what am I gonna do bout my education..I got study right? just that she never see doesn't mean I don't study.. and fail also doesn't mean I don't study== damn ass la... one day it'll be now you see me now you don't man...

.

2009-09-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

today damn what la....actually i happy happy de la, still bought clothes woots then just now mom called say lots of crap say my bro say i got alot of bf then i flirting around all that then she say i sleeping around with guys outside which is like WTH.. since when do I flirt with guys... my flirting cmi and somemore I only love one guy and if I can't stay out or go out for long, how do I even manage to sleep with guys? got time meh? if I had so much time in th past I would have spent more time with my bf.. then i smsed my bro to ask him then my mom told me he scold her== they're outside talking now while I'm inside using th comp before my mom comes in to nag again.. so damn pissed la...I ready bo mood ready still go add flamable stuff to th fire...my brother daring sia, tell my mom go top floor jump off th building cause it'll do us a big favour...I don't give a toot man... How I wish i can go off faster, zao si zao hao don't bring me into all this kind of crap like all th other matters I had.. Its always people ba wo tuo xia shui la, not my prob also become my prob then in th end I kana.. please la I have my own life and its ready dying..I die ready then no problem la, problem solved what, then I also won't be implicated into these useless arguements and matters which gimme shit.. I also want a happy life please la, people stop destroying it, yall take my happiness then ask for forgiveness? I know I give in too much most of th time but it doesn't mean I don't have limits.. one day when I really lose my temper then yall know isit?

.

2009-09-08T10:55:00.003+08:00

zzz sibei shag... I'm so lethargic but I can't go to sleep...
Gonna meet pauline, kaori and junjie in the afternoon to study! budden damn tight schedule, got to go to holy spirit to get my baptism certificate for confirmation but I'm not even sure if I can get confirmed now since I didn't attend the youth rally. Currently chatting with Steph after cooking for my bro questioning her bout the weird pics of me she uploading on her blog, got one pic look like i suntanning on th road sia..then got one with me and Jesslyn which I have no idea what we were doing and another one was me trying to see if I would be able to jump of a ledge 3 storeys high. I just found out something, choco mints are highly addictive! can't stop eating them now, maybe gonna get more later. woah past few days were fun, drowning my sorrows by hanging out with kaori sister and my junior cheryl. saturday went jcube with kaori,cheryl,alan,benny and hendrick. played comp for 2 hours but halfway bored to ran out play arcade then went back in to resume playing. after that nicole and xiaozhu came, xiaozhu and me in th same boat sia, same problems. after jcubing, all went to puff then alan,benny and hendrick went back then we ( th girls) went to kfc to eat. hehheh I'm a trio feed 3 people, then after that nicole and xiaozhu went back, people bad sia...keep calling nicole names. must show people some respect ma, how can liddat anyhow call names de, her name is called nicole or jin wen, those names are given for a reason...
ok so yea anyway after that went with kaori and cheryl to th pub to drink and sing karaoke then halfway went out had puffs under th moon and about half an hour went back to join cheryl. she sing till sian loxD k then after pubbing walked to dhouby mrt sent cheryl off to th mrt then me and kaori walked all th way to ion then halfway we feel like dancing ..so on some music to loosen a little.then from there met shen then went home.

yesterday went to jcube again to play play, played audi and l4d then went to arcade to dance para para and played bball.then went to our "emo corner" camwhored and puff bout 14 straight. abit seh but still can walk straight:B went to get choco mint to eat then walked around ps had another puff then went home. i still have 6 with me oh, shall use later

now..still planning what time to leave th house... so damn tired la!!!!!! i wanna get high! oh ya! i got liquor at home hor! why didn't I think of that earlier?! pfff off to search search heh heh I know th hiding place,but i just have to choose which one to take. tatas!~

th quiz

2009-09-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

~tagged by Kaori

50 Little Secrets
Be honest no matter what
Then tag at least 10 friends.

1. Who was your last text from?
Li Jiang

2. Where was your default picture taken?
hmm there isn't one for blog but for msn,facebook etc, it was at pasir ris beach

3. Your relationship status?
Its singley complicated

4. Have you ever lost a close friend? What is a close friend?
Yea of course. A close friend is someone who truly understands you and cares for you and when you're in need, she helps you to the best of her ability.

5. What is your current mood?
Sleepy, depressed

6. How many siblings do you have?
An elder bro, younger step bro

7. What are your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Benjamin and Arthur

8. Where do you wish you were right now?
With someone out. At dhouby where my slacking place is. Out partying

9. Have a crazy side?
Yea I can go really crazy at times

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yea many times but I have no idea why I just can't seem to die and get it over and done with

11. Something you do alot.
Slack,Sleep,Cook,Go Out

12. Angry at anyone?
Abou den? I'm damn pissed off and I've been at it for 2 weeks and a day so what do you think?!

13. Whats stopping you from going for the person you like?
His stubborness and personality plus thinking

14. When was the last time you cried?
This afternoon

15. Is there someone you would do anything for?
Yeap, anything I am capable of

16. What do you think of when you're falling asleep?
I can't sleep...I have to take pandols and sleeping pills in order to but yea I think of the things that have happened

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Hendrick

18. What is your favourite song?
I don't have a particular favourite

19. What are you doing right now?
Sending Kaori pics and doing this quiz

20. Who do you trust right now?
My closest budds

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
From school

22. Have you kissed someone in the past few weeks?
Nopes I don't kiss just anyone...

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
I have no idea...

24. Discribe your life in one word.
Exhausting

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Who else man...

26. What should you be doing now?
Sleeping

27. What are you listening to?
Msn beeps

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Kaori

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
hmm can't recall

30. Do you act differently around the people you like?
nopes, maybe sometimes but not often

31. What is your natural hair colour?
Reddish dark brown

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My bro

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Kira

34. What do you hear?
the sound of running water

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Naturally curly but currently straight

36. Has anyone called you "scrumptious" before?
No... I'm not food yo

37. Do you have a best friend?
Of course

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nopes

39. Do you use smiley face on the computer?
abou

40. Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
yeaps many times but I had no choice, many events happening in a day

41. Are you happy with life right now?
No...

42. Are you jealous right now?
I'm too depressed to be jealous

43. What jewellery are you wearing?
necklace

44. What were you doing on friday night?
helping the co with preperation for the nh concert

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yea just this once

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yea

47. Is there someone you are dissappointed in right now?
Yea

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Fever, flu, cough, sore throat

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12 plus, cause I got back from the concert late?

50. Tag 10 people, Anyone can do it.

-Pauline
-Kaori (heehee taggin again cause she ready did it)
-Stephanie
-JunJie
-YangLin
-Emilyn
-Veronica
-Cheryl
-Adeline
-Jennifer

long quiz....make me sleepy!!!tatas~

.

2009-09-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

HEY yall! its been almost 2 weeks but ayes can't seem to be able to forget..depressing moments, i just wish I can leave this place asap cause I've been taught to live life to the fullest but I just can't when something is being left behind or maybe I'm th one...but I can't seem to do anything.. So...I'm gonna go crazy and party like a rockstar on saturday! getting my bro to help me get th beers/wine/liqour but ayes my drinking buddy has gone back to vietnam! so will have to wait till she's back to have another drinking round. amazing how drinking seems to make me happy, its just like what my bro's friend gave me on my b'dae, 2 bottles of wine! ok so anyone wanna come pei me can, cause I'll be there from like afternoon till night and I'm finally wearing heels out so its gonna be an unusual sight, but who th heck cares?! I'm just gonna go crazy! gonna try to stay out late on tues so i can go clubbing with kaori! but low chance cause my mother will sure ~!@#$%^
i feel like going clarke quay on sat too, or maybe orchard at night, wanna walk around aimlessly like before. and the good thing is, its full moon! my fave, and I dont care about superstitions bout ghost coming out during full moons cause I come out during full moons so are you implying that i'm a ghost? gosh got to go order my contacts soon, forgot to last month so I'm currently either spending my life partially blind or as a geek... life is a tough place..I'm just a bottle of sand, once i crack, my soul gets blown away, and thats mainly how i feel now but aye WHAT TO DO MAN.......! i wanna jump to the sea and get swept away by th currentTT bring me to some place no one ever goes... i miss aussie somehowTT I miss my balcony where the breeze always blows especially at night.
haiz i wanna go back in time.....
sometimes now i just feel so breathless, emotionless and moody.. thanks to all th people who have tried to cheer me up and change my life and help me find back my sense of direction but I really really really can't seem to get back on track.. and sorry Dom, I'm really not ready to accept anyone right now so I hope you understand.

got to go... f&n coursework is due tmr and I havent even started on it! tatas~

..

2009-09-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

I am back! came back from Malaysia at like 11 plus close to morning and in th end overslept and was late for school! but skipped 1 period of class by standing outside near the gate watching ppl dp pe== weird punishment... feel a little better but I still can't help but feel depressed... mom and uncle found out bout the scar x_X then gave me a long lecture bout it so I said I'll bandage my hand up.. went to some ooloo place in malaysia ytd its like near the village or some small town then went to the nearby shopping mall bought gucci sunglasses and a pair of heels. gosh now I go out must dress like how I did in th past cause inot my mom will complain== so aussie-ish... its not like she dresses liddat...whats th point of me dressing up so formal just to go to lan or a party? so weird when everyone dress so casual..even she dresses so casually.. ok enough talk bout that..I'm trying to keep my mood stable now cause yea...prevention of mental breakdowns... sleeping pills are damn effective, pop 2 in your mouth straight away KO. Have been doing that the past few days budden abit to strong ready, have prob getting up!!!! I have a feeling I'm gonna go on mc again soon, took temp just now at steph's house, she say she got 37.1 I took lo got 37.6! if she didn't take her temp I also wouldn't know I'm sickxD but I hope i die soon, zao si zao hao... I found a really good way of destressing today which is like jumping off a 3 storey high slope. looks scary but it should be fun to jump down! went up there to sit just now, breeze up there really nice and its quiet too. gonna go party on saturday! but first gtg for band, followed my catechism then run off change out and go jcube with cheryl! helping her tag her exp in audi, see i'm so good right but rmb dhouby someone havent do punishment ah, still waiting. ok so i'm gonna enjoy myself first before exams and all so maybe wanna go drinking or something just go crazy on sat would be good, sad jeany is going back to vietnam or can drink with her like last sat. ok maybe will post later or tmr, mom is forcing me to go eat== oh wells but if cannot finish what to do? find my bro! then I'll say gor ah help me finish can? till next time, tatas~

==

2009-08-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

posting cause cheryl asked me tox.X had teachers day celebration in school today, these few days so damn shag..can't even sleep properly so slept at like 5am plus and I only woke up at 6.50am so was late for school but not bad the punishment quite fun, got people face you sing then you get to listen. so after that went to the hall for mass sat at th back till the sign of peace session then ran back to sit with th class. after that had th concert but i didn't get some of th performances,like no link liddat. then then after that recess, forced myself to eat today cause later go back class no strength to hit adeline cause my head ready so darn pain during mass she walk pass just hit== toopid nerd... then go back class she came make me dulan again so i shout then kick her then the others shout "fight fight fight" lols I'm not so free man...and I can't be bothered by her so I went back to sit with steph and to listen to music.
after school went with steph to th bubble tea shop to get food + drinks then went to th multi purpose hall which was at her house downstairs to slack and wait for cheryl to end her class. then went back to school at 2.40+ to change and fetch cheryl then went to dhouby jcube to audi. long time never play but neh..I'm playing cause I'm bored and I'm gonna help cheryl tag exp, not that interested in lvling. then went to arcade after that to play pump it up and after that went ps shop then went back to arcade again to play pump it up and ddr. cheryl play damn funny sia, like playing hopscotch liddatxD then we walked to orchard later on, went to get a drink first then cheryl asked " you want a fisherman's friend?" then I said " no i don't want his friend unless he's hotxD" yea lame joke, but thats whats funny. then went to orchard central, some new shopping mall but of all things, the lift was th most attractive and entertaining so after we played with the lift we just walked out and cheryl started complaining bout the super large number of birds then she ask how come got so many birds so I say another lame joke " cause orchard road got sale so all of them go cheap cheap" then she say it makes sense== waa i hear lo give one diao look. ok then walked to somerset mrt and took train followed by bus. no idea why but time flew past so slowly, i got time to sleep somemore..then like i sleepwalked home liddat, reach home straight away boom on the couch damn tired but can't sleep o... so sms sms, talked on th phone, crap stuff with my mom then blogging now. hmmms going malaysia tmr, aparently my mom and uncle says i've been destracted later so they wanna bring me away from stuff for awhile. i think its a good idea, at least i won't go crazy that soon.tatas~

...

2009-08-30T10:52:00.002+08:00

ok so went for band ytd, was too late for cat class so in th end went to JCube with Cheryl and Kaori came later on with .... Ecstacy,Wenxiang, Winnie and "my girlfriend"< she dowanna tell me her name>< haha nvms then she didn't believe I was chinese so she ask me to say wo ai ni. kk so ytd was settling Ecstacy and Hiriko's taiji then then got cat fight then got one uncle ask me to stop them so I say time out lor, round 2 another day. ytd I in good mood so never whack, only at night then I go abit sot then I followed Jeany to Farrer Park,her house, then she took like 2 bottles of beer to the coffee shop so that we can talk talk drink drink while she eat. She doesn't believe that the beer from mexico taste exactly like carlsberg so i read the back label and in singapore its made at carlsberg ptd ltd== ok now she knows LOL. then I finished one bottle while watching her eat and then she asked whether I wanted another one budden nah another day. another bottle I don't think I'll be able to stay concious. K so after that went to hail a cab, amazingly I still could walk straight after the dosages could have drank more if I knew==
ok so cabbed home, phone died so couldn't msg till I got home. the cab overshot and stopped oppo my house...so paid, then walk across the road go home. Damn I still couldn't sleep...even with my mom there nagging so I pei her argue lor...she ask whether I'm gonna reach home this late everyday then I say this is the first time in so long and anyway today I'm not going out and previous weeks and days I also never go out so what's wrong then she bwg then she change subject... ayes supposed to meet my dad yesterday cause he's back from aussie but he was also leaving for beijing so didn't.... dang why did I ever tell him I had a bf== inot I could fly back to aust...cause yea by right I should be living with him and not my mom cause I wanted to follow him years ago... BUT ayes long story between them.... heck care bout that....I'm gonna die sooner or later anyway so it doesn't matter ok so thanks again Jeany for spending time with me! If i make it for my B'dae next year must come ah!we go clubbing! and yea I'll get SKL for you! or maybe christmas we go tour sg at night, just don't go geylang, I hate it when lao tikos stare...young ones still ok la but old ones are gross...JKJK you wanna go geylang also can cause you've got me with ya so if anything happens I'm still with you hehheh. or we can go clarke quay clinic like what you wanted ytd but ps was in a really bad mood and shape so yea I'll find ways to make it up to you.

zzz i feel like whacking now== but I can only do that after she's apologised...oh wells keep testing me ba I anything de, just wait la and see what happens..tatas~

-

2009-08-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

ps recently bo mood post so this post yall might not wanna read cause its a little rough/violent.

~KIDS DO NOT READ THIS~

to hiriko:

Ya you bet I've read your blog and hell yea I'm mad! "i would not had jiap in scolded him cos of iiu ?! ==" < so are you implying that its my fault and I'm the cause of all of this? didn't I tell and warned you before when you say that my bf very xialan guailan humji etc not to let kira know? i repeated so many times and all you can tell me is "FXCK CARE BOUT THAT ASS OF YOURS" and you never even give me face la I ready say don't let him know you still happy happy go post on your blog say he humji? you think he really don't dare is it? he give you face not bashing you up man... and now what happen? I also kana tuo xia shui... I took 51 days to build the relationship and you took 51 sec to bring it down you still can say cause of me? we'll guess what you've completely killed me! and don't expect me to be nice now cause I'm not through with you yet... your punishment is still pending and its not gonna be easy. Last time I tolerate you and side you even when you're in the wrong. I even risked talking to you knowing I'll be slapped and what you do? when people are nice to you, you don't even spare a thought bout the concequences and how the person might feel. I've never ever been so depressed in my entire life and congrats you just did something thats so major that even if I severe ties with my mom I also won't be that sad, shall I give you an award for that? now I can't even eat or sleep cause of what you created and I was left to clean up the shit. you expect me to forgive you and let you walk off scott free? we'll TOO BAD! you've stepped on my tail this time and crossed my tolerance level so I'm so not going to give you face this time...and stop being a two-faced monster pretending you like people when you don't and if you don't know what I'm talking about, you're really acting blur. If I'm down here crying and suffering and you still got the cheek to laugh I'm serious that you're an inconsiderate brat who always say people ai zai but you should also look at yourself. The problem you chuang zao you ask your bf to call kira to say whether he want tio taiji with you? why don't you have the guts to ask him yourself instead of always asking people to clean the shit for you? and somemore you were in the wrong by shouting at him " shi ni sian dui bu qi nicolette de hor" since when I say he let me down? I was happy to be with him but now? I really don't know whats happening to you... last time I thought you were those true sister kind thats why I anything also try to help you like you no money I treat or lend you even you late for sonka that time cab fare I also pay..you hungry I also pay..you go home with a complete stranger also I care bout your safety...but what did you do? things once lost cannot be returned now I face also bei ni diu guang le that I don't even dare to see kira..you tell me I angry or not? You just took everything I had away...my joy,memories,happiness etc. whats done can't be undone so be prepared for whatevers coming up for you.tatas~

someone kill me!

2009-08-23T19:48:00.004+08:00

heyos... quite depressed today so most likely not gonna be a very long post. had a really bad headache so only woke up at 12 plus to 1? then woah miss calls so must be something wrong and indeed.... I'm always like stuck in the middle o... but i've sort out some stuff ready and i've come to a conclusion!(gosh it sounds so sciencey) I have decided to wait cause anyway i'm not ready to give up after so much we've gone through so what to do, wait...haha i'm quite patient anyway so this is where my gift comes in. thanks daddy for giving advice=)

ok anyways, I totally forgot bout ms lock's teacher's day present and birthday gift so I decided to take some effort thus I baked! but not my fault if the thing comes out wrongly cause anyway I suck at baking and its the american recipe and my first time baking choco chip cookies but ayes won't die from eating it cause my uncle ready ate some and he's still alive watching tv. and cause ms lock is crazy over pink and obviously choco cookies aren't pink, I'm gonna make a card and write in pink ink! cause i don't think i have pink paper...or maybe I'll tie a pink ribbon to it so that it looks more.....erm....pink?

okies back to the 1st paragraph, I have coincedentally come across a picture which hmmm is quite...true considering the situation I'm in now and here it is!

I have no idea why but this pic somehow draws me to it..it somehow looks dramatic and elegant but not overdone...hmmm...gosh I finally understand sova..damn! I should have taken art this year! then I wouldn't be stuck with dummy POA! heh heh "morning gals, plea take out your testbook, no testbook 1 dolla 1 dolla! no notes also 1 dolla 1 dolla! ledger paper who wan buy? 20 cen only, eh branded one somemore lei....adeline wake up...eh I only sing lullaby to my girl lei and somemore I will pat her back but for u i think i slap your back" haha thats what mrs tan always say but sadly she's on her maternity leave and we're left with a relief stranger who can't teach AND he keeps talking and talking when we're doing our work so we can't concentrate and when he walks around he'll keep hitting our desk with his whiteboard marker and he'll hit the whiteboard when he teaches so its like bloody irritating and when we leave the class, all he'll hear is lots of comments but its mostly from other classmates cause for me, I don't say it outside class, I say it in classxD

hmmmm looks like one of my theories are right...to gain something, you must lose something..

♥

2009-08-22T20:25:00.003+08:00

heyheys! just noticed I haven't been posting for a long time but aye didn't have the mood...have been damn dulan nowadays. okies have been hanging out with steph, her sist,neighbour and friends th past few days but quite fun cause we all do alot of crapping. yesterday rained damn heavily and since me and Steph didn't have umbrellas, she called her maid to bring down and also cause the other school gate was locked and why? the security guard told us it was due to the psle== and when we finally made it outside, they opened the other gate... then me and steph walked to her house and ate ice cream at the same time and since we were ready partially wet, we decided to just play in the rain and we were drenched from head to toeXD ok then then met steph's friend phyllis and jesslyn then after we had our run going mad in the rain, we went up and we were trying to drag the cloth all the way to the room so we wouldn't wet the floor and then then me and steph went to bathe. came out, talk talk talk,eat then later on got taiji soso asked Hendrick for help budden due to bad reception, he heard a little wrongly then in the end brought like 4 other people down to face 2 small kids? lol but in the end, they settled it without violence of course, TYS!!!!ai si ni menxD=X haha ok then eat ice cream again then i went up to get my stuff after a little chat cause i needed to go for a concert. so bla bla bla took transport and stuff then walked to VCH and after the concert went for supper with friend and he dunno gave me what to drink...some alcoholic thing i think then he cabbed me home. reached home ready i straight away boom on the chair down there damn tired then my bro saw me ask me why i stoningxD so washed up then straight away dragged myself to the room to sleep, KO man... and today woke up at 6plus cause i needed to go for bandX_X thank goodness we didn't have to do morning run today or I would have fainted, head is hurting hell loads but what to do...so we played dog and bone and splat before going through our scores. played engle's bend,dream city and finale today. it was quite ok...sort of.... yea then had break and went off for sectionals then emilyn tested us then went back to band room. had a little briefing then i zao to church.I'm having a hell painful muscle ache man....haha but thats what you get when you vent your anger on running. ok soso after cathechism, met mom at tampines, ate at cafe cartel, went grocery shopping with her and uncle fetched us home and I'm posting now! aye life is so boring...especially when you dont get to go out..oh wells....I've got a new ambition!!!! I wanna be a NUN! I wanna go to Ireland and be holy and set up more schools or maybe i can go to the orphanage to take care of kids...That'll be such a nice life... oh wells tatas!~

♥

2009-08-17T21:12:00.010+08:00

booyoos! heh heh ps was either lazy,busy or no mood to post the previous days so I shall post now!
Friday, did morning run in school, then had lessons as usual, after school went to Steph's house to slack then went to tpy central with her sister, her and 2 other friends.Then ate at mac's before hendrick and benny came down.then went to kiddy palace outside there to slack. I kana molested again sia..and worst thing i in school uni so when I scream that time damn risky..then after that hendrick and benny walked me to steph's house to collect my bag then after that bused to braddell. I took a train CO from there while they went fishing! lols they everyday fish like not sian liddat. wonder why they need so many fishes o.O ok so went for CO, scary sia I had to do self-intro somemore I'm so new to my current position. then the director funny sia keep disturbing us then I told him i can't make it next friday cause I'm going for a concert then he say he wanna gimme detention cause I gave him that dumb ideaxD ok so after that walked home.

saturday had band, ran 8 roundsx_X and after that kept perspiring like hell... then after that ponned cath and went to meet sisters! then after met them went to 53 to meet lobster then hendrick and benny joined us later on.lol they bully sia....we chase here chase there then in the end the money with hendrick-= then cause chase benny ask him return the ezlink card, i pull his shirt to get the card back so after he give back I let go then he go pull my sleeve all the way down then he sit on the floor so I couldn't get up. by th time he let go my right sleeve bigger than my left then he ask whether need him pull the other side so that its equal. OF COURSE NOT LA that shirt cost 25 bucks lei....and its only a school t shirt somemore.ok so after that long xia went home then we walked with hendrick and benny to lor 8 then we went seperate ways. went to entertainment centre, i watched them eat awhile then went to elias cc to meet my mom for dinner. she funny sia, bought me a portable mahjong set and some dresses.

ok then next day had to help my uncle with his new tuition centre opening so woke up at 6 plus with mom and she dressed me up as if I'm going for some grand wedding dinner or something...got to wear dress leis..budden I still wore shorts incase. Then left the centre only at 6 plus and drove down to suntec city to eat at Pearl River Palace. The food there was ichiban! okok so I took some pics which some includes the sharks fin soup, brocolli with crabmeat,steamed prawns etc.

ok there are more budden I'm too tired to upload...dozing off o.... foods not bad 9/10, service is 10/10 so go there try! the buffet is quite worth it especially with such nice food so why not?
ok ok nights to all! I gonna ko ready..tatas~

☆

2009-08-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

nights oh! its late, well kinda for me cause have not been sleeping well lately and got to wake up damn early tmrx_X so this is most like gonna be a short one.
today, school as usual, was planning to go with friends to Fullerton Hotel but I decided not to skip detention cause I wanted to get it over and done with. Phew glad its over....damn boring there lahs... k so after that, went to meet hendrick at his friend's house at lor 8 then we played mahjongxD learned how to play abit cause the thing is I know how to play but don't know how to game so maybe with a few more practices,I'll turn from a noob to a beginner but I shall train with Adeline first since she's been asking me to go her house to play mahjong. Oh yea speaking of Adeline, I was damn suprised when she told me she had a very bad hang over today, so I ask her what she drink and then she told me some dunno what brand name thingy to me...didn't catch it so one day I'm gonna go her house to play mahjong and drinkxD I just found out that I hang out with perverts in school, I can't go through a proper day at school cause some people ah everyday go molest me then somemore today go take video of me changing then say wanna post on youtube== public see, school die...but mainly she die cause she's the one that posted itxD
ayes gonna sleep now....still have fnn practical tomorrow so got to save some energy.tatas~

♥

2009-08-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

BooYos! Tiring day at school today, went to school super early and was first to reach classx.X so I did my maths homework and listened to music before the others came. then after that bell rang, went for morning assembly then bla bla bla normal lessons, as boring as usual and of course lots of people dozed off. I dozed off at the wrong time though, during my English CA...oh wells its only a CA..0%eoy. Ok so then after school went with Jen to the nearby playground outside school to slack and eat before band started. Then went for band and practiced "FINALE" from the new world symphony. my parts are quite boring cause there are so many rests and I have so idea why everytime I try to play the low notes, the air comes back up and it takes alot of effort before being able to pitch the note... K so after band, mom called so I told her that I was gonna eat out with Yang Lin then left school to lor 4. LOL at first we couldn't find the Kuey Chap stall budden we still found it in the end. We ordered quite alot so it was 10 bucks altogether but at least the food was worth eating. Then Yang Lin went high, kept talking bout kuey chap kuey chap kuey chap in the cab all the way to the vet. Oh yea her hamster "mati" but awws at least it lived for a long time cause its ready more than 3 years old which is considered quite long for a tiny little creature. Was intending to meet hendrick at lor8 cause I wanted to see them fish budden in the end too late so he came to meet us. The place where the vet is situated at is damn scary....its like at an industrial estate and the place is damn "wuloo". got kinda freaked out budden heng hendrick came la cause got bro there i not scared but with yl, I very scared cause she's more scared than mexD kk so buried yl's hamster, said some random prayers then yl bused home while me and hendrick walked to near his house there. HeeHee must thank him for bringing me to the atm and helping me hail a cab cause it was ready like 9 plus and somemore I was damn scared cause I scared I see "things" and cause anyways hungry ghost festival starting lo, wow THANKS hendrick for reminding me. ok then cabbed home and reached bout 9.30pm so straight away on the tv and wait for someone to come out to the hall before i went to bathe, lols don't ask me why...I'm just scared ok!!! then then chat on the phone and now chatting on the comp and I'm damn sleepy cause my mom is currently addicted to taiwanese dramas thus hogging the comp which only enables me to use it this late at night== oh wells, post another time, time to go back to chatting and checking my fb.

♥

2009-08-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

hey all! didn't post for a long time cause I guess I was waiting to post only after I've had my fun. okay so yesterday apparently was considered my "party" day although I still had to reach home early. So went to Jeany's house in the morning, supposed to meet her at farrer park mrt station at 11am BUT when I called her, she was still half asleep so I had to wait wait wait for her to come and after we left the station,Adeline called so we had to go back to the station to pick her up but heng Eunice was there too so we walked to Jeany's house together and as soon as we reached the condo, we saw Jiaying,Crystal and Hui Teng budden after that RuiLi called and guess what, she just reached the mrt station... so someone had to pick her up but in the end no one wanted to cause we're all lazy bumsxD ok so we went up to Jeany's house and it was like heaven!!! she has no one to boss her around or anything and she has her own room and her toilet was like woah...bathtub still must get protected my glass door... then I get why Jeany picked that room, cause when you look out of the window, you can see the pool and the BBQ area and thats how she spy on cute guys which is like mainly from america or korea, really good life ah she.
OK then after most of us arrived, we ransacked Jeany's closet and we were having like a fashion show cause jeany has hell lot of stylish clothes but they were still nice even though they were all very boyish cause, they are guys clothes. I liked her beany and her geek specs the most though. ok then we all went down to the pool to swim, so fun and everyone were all staring at us cause we were like doing stunts and playing games there and some were suntanning. LOL they all bully me:( I come out of the water to lie down on the chair then they carry me and throw me into the pool and it happened like 5~6 times and cause I clinged on to the chair, they tickled me like crazy so I would let go== oh wells but had fun la. Then bout 2 plus I went up to bathe and I discovered something, I got tanned again! and I hate it== ok so after that called kira to ask him how to get to his house from there but the thing is, I dont even know how to get to the mrt so he had to fetch me, ok so after that adeline fetched me to the gate there then kira fetched me to his house then bout 5 plus I left and went back to Jeany's house on my own cause kira was sleepy like a pig so I figured out I can make it back on my own. ok so bla bla bla found Jeany's place, Adeline brought me up and then went back to enjoy Jeany's airconditioned house. woah when I went to her kitchen, I noticed that for that 2 hours I was gone, they have been eating all the way cause there were so many packets of instant noodles all used up and there were only like 8 people there.. ok so I went straight to jeany's bedroom to lie down on her bed cause I was damn sleepy as well and then Adeline came in to taupok me which according to her is part of rugby but the thing is, I hate rugby== ok then she wanted to wrestle me..so yala we wrestled and she still lost cause I have no idea what she was doing.then the others came in, we took pics and then some of them went home. all of us left bout 6 plus cause I had to go with Jeany and Adeline to watch fireworks at Esplanade. but instead we went shopping and then to cafe cartel to eat cause we took the opportunity to make our way around during the pledge moment cause the area was hell crowded... and yea we didnt take the pledge cause me and Jeany is mix and as for adeline, nah...I think she can make up for it in school cause she has to say it everytime she's late for school which is like almost everyday.
ok so after dinner, we walked to clarke quay, had heart to heart talks on the way cause I had to wait for my bro to buy the strawberry cigs cause jeany wanted to try budden he went orchard instead then he asked me to go there cause his friend will send me home. then I was like what time is that? then my bro say 5~6am then I screamed at him cause he's gonna get me into trouble and then he say "aiya just tell mom that you're with me la" then I was like....she'll still kill me== ok so decided not to go cause too lazy and I prefer to walk around the river area so we walked to clarke quay,passed boat quay, then passed by all the clubs and pubs then we went to the mrt. so from there I rushed home, phew was back 5mins before midnight and anyway my mom can't scold me for that cause I said I'll be back before morning so haha=P ok then couldn't sleep so I stayed up till 3am+ just walking cooking shows cause they were the only interesting shows at that hour and after that was dozing off and since there was no one there to carry me back to the room, I had to walk back on my own== ok then I now I'm here posting! and jeany and adeline is asking me whether I can go out again, so I let them listen to my mom's reaction first and I was like telling them see I told you....

ok maybe gonna post later cause my mom is forcing me to eat....tatas~

♥

2009-08-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

BOOS! hehheh missed school today, but for a valid reason of course! woke up bout 9am+? and when I went to the kitchen I had a shock of my life cause there was a stranger there budden in the end,it turned out to be the plumber who was fixing my sink. Went to downtown in the afternoon to watch G.I.Joe, not bad,some parts were funny but some where confusing cause the story has a little jumps here and there but overall was fine. Went home after the movie and came online as usual. chat with some people and planned for sunday. Gonna watch fireworks with Jeany and sisters! Lol Jeany wants to try flavoured cigs cause she just found out that there were such things on tuesday when Miss Teo showed us the article bout smoking. Lol Jeany ah still can tell me she tried shisha so many times before== so on sunday she's gonna try to get the flavoured cigs but I have no idea how cause she needs to be 18 but she's like only 17? ok but the main thing is,I can finally go out! so my Sunday is fully packed and planned, finally!

Oh wells but the thing is I still got to wake up early tomorrow cause I'm gonna go for band, gotta practice hard! Poor Emilyn is still sick so she can't go and I've got to go or Cherie and Gwenda will be alone again. Besides, we gotta help the sec ones too! Hope we practice Eagle's Bend tomorrow, love that song! And maybe Finale,Dream City or Ponyo, so long as its not Amazing Grace cause that song is really boring!

Oh wells too lazy to post anything else so tatas!~

♥

2009-08-06T17:39:00.002+08:00

heh heh I've finally found time to do up my blog! and also because I'm on mc thats why== MC queen back in action! I think I took too many mcs this year, I just went to see the doctor last week and I went to see the doctor again today...Hmmm oh wells large supplies of medicationxD today went to school, did morning run(7 roundsx_X) then after that went for assembly and after biology, I went with Miss Lock to the staff room to call my mom to fetch me cause i really really couldn't tahan ready cause my head was superdeeduper pain and Miss Lock said I looked pale in the morning o.O
okie so after I packed my stuff I went to the sick bay to wait for my mom. I love the bed there! so soft! lols last year I went there after drama to sleep then wake up lo then go back to classxD see...my memory so good:B heh heh jkjk
oh wells sad part is I'm on Mc on Friday as well so can't go with Wx,Ecstacy and Hendrick to his school for carnival..hmph..oh wells,what to do..
I'm so pissed..class party supposed to be after 6pm on sunday budden not sure who went to change it to 12pm-6pm== I've ready got plans in the afternoon man! oh wells heck care then...I'll miss like maybe 3~4hours of it then..drop off the sandwiches then go off then 4 hours later go backxD budden the problem is I have no idea how to go back there...I only know its opposite moustafa,LOLS!
Got to get a new phone soon...my phone abit sot sot ready..must be cause of my butter fingers:P
Maybe gonna watch G.I.JOE with my mom tmr at downtown cause "where got ghost" not out yet AND I told my mom I wanna watch with my friends cause she not fun to watch with de....she just sit there stone..
Oh wells maybe I'll post again later...gonna go link more people!tatas~

2009-08-04T22:13:00.001+08:00

HI! im ninja pau!
this is ninja nic's first post! heehee (:

-PAUPAU-